****ty life

[Justin Passing]

How are you today Justin? Hoping you are good...

Errm, you're alright. No idea how I am.
Soc servs on the phone today, asking what support I need. I can't think of anything that would make any difference. Kinda lonely. It was 1 year since my wife's death last weds. That's still horrible. I got a few calls from abroad, friends whose kids I'll leave things to. None from uk.
Time for soup. I can't eat food, I have a thing called eosinophilic oesophagitis - throat's closing up. More pills.

 

[Koolpc]

Errm, you're alright. No idea how I am.
Soc servs on the phone today, asking what support I need. I can't think of anything that would make any difference. Kinda lonely. It was 1 year since my wife's death last weds. That's still horrible. I got a few calls from abroad, friends whose kids I'll leave things to. None from uk.
Time for soup. I can't eat food, I have a thing called eosinophilic oesophagitis - throat's closing up. More pills.

Blimey, hope you can find some peace and happiness in your life. You have us, your forum friends on here.

 

[Justin Passing]

Blimey, hope you can find some peace and happiness in your life. You have us, your forum friends on here.

Tbh, I'm not expecting to. My life is finished, it'll just be downhill from here.

 

[Mottie]

Tbh, I'm not expecting to. My life is finished, it'll just be downhill from here.

Only if you let it.

 

[Highway Man]

Tbh, I'm not expecting to. My life is finished, it'll just be downhill from here.

OMG, you have everything you need to make your life easier, I know the saying goes, money can't buy you happiness but I always thought that was to make us who don't have your wealth feel better. I am dissapointed to hear this defeatest attitude from you Justin. Come on mate chin up and lets get you on a more positive note. Life is what you make of it and you have all the ingredients to have a great life. Do you have any interests or hobbys ?

 

[Koolpc]

Tbh, I'm not expecting to. My life is finished, it'll just be downhill from here.

You sound exactly like me! I understand you. As you know, my life is shïte at the mo. What with some health issues and having to move 180 miles away from my daughter.

We got to plod on my friend. All we have is memories. And for me, my faith. I love my faith. I try to offer up my suffering for others. But, it's not easy to suffer day after day with no respite. Be it mental or physical or both. Every day I ask for peace in my life. Every day I ask to be released from this body, this life. That's not good I know but I am only human, I hate my life at the moment.

So, you are not alone. Many are truly worse off but, we don't look at that when we are suffering. All we can do is grit our teeth and push on.

Not sure if you have children? The thought of my daughter stops me from doing something that one can't turn back from. At least for now anyway. It's been close several times.

In the process of changing meds for my anxiety etc. Really hoping they will help. My physical issues cannot be helped though. Just painkillers.

Take care friend......we all care about you on here even though we are all strangers...