Sounds like yoiu need help for your addiction
i like to play texas occasionally with a group of friends. we run a school about once every other month.
very addictive game.
i would imagine playing in the comfort of your own home, in front of the p.c. is a little dangerous though.
Used to play quite a bit with friends.
Then done the online partypoker thing. Never lost money so quickly and easily. Not alot prob about £150. Luckily i got bored of losing rather than the desire to win it back