Great.
You have thought for yourself, not controlled.
So why christian belief and not any other. Influenced by the local religion and people, not by your own thoughts.
It is a control, and you are in it. Controlled or contoller is the only question.
i was an atheist, with no stimuli around me to induct me into christianity or controlled by the thoughts and prejudices of others. my family werent and still arent religious...neither am i in real religious terms
being a chritian isnt religious..its a choice after reviewing the seemingly untrue and impossible facts in a more objective way and one which pleases the thinker and encourage others in the results of that thinking
it stems from ones system of choices which one can say that none of us control
one may be controlled to assume their thoughts are original, logical, and unaffected by exterior input
impossible!!
so we are left with the surmise that there must be some control or circumstances which affect our reasoning...either for good or bad....abstract morality it would seem is a vague expression for a type of conduct no person really, although aspires, reaches.
as i have pointed out i have my own free thoughts and choice...free will?
but not free to be an anarchist
if i didnt have christian belief...would my belief be..not to have christian belief or another avenue of intellectual reasoning and personal choice
we all have beliefs...labelling them in a categorical fashion denies individuality
be a good person? are we good?
which of all religions is the best or worst..using the parameters that religion is something on actively believe in with equivocation or any mental reservation
i believe in free thought without prejudice and have selected from the array of options the one which i have considered most beneficial
not under control...uncontrollable?..self control!
"there is no proof God exists, and the historical proof for the events about Jesus arent open to inspection even though documents from that era are available...or not available
the gospels were written 60AD long after the letters of paul 40AD
the bible is mainly the works of the greeks, the hebrew texts being translated by them and used for theological framing of the original books of the bible which were many some never being included
there are questions about authenticity, authorship and in fact truth"
one can only say that those who dont question that data above "-" are the one being controlled by a central world wide source...unassailable in its secrecy
not including the christian post 19th century sects
i am aware of your concerns and views, and share them up to the point they seem irrelevant to my personal experiences and beliefs
enlightenment is what is required
you must read that book
in gods name...its a revelation
cheers
geof