I was brought up as a catholic but drifted away from any beliefs whilst in my teens, since then I've described myself as an atheist, but there have been times, desperate times when perhaps my life has been in danger or someone close is in a hopeless situation and I've found myself praying. Maybe it's a default or maybe it's just hedging my bets, there isn't a god, but just in case...
I quite like the teachings in AA whereby they encourage a belief in 'a higher power', no gods, no names, just a higher power.
Despite my lack of belief, I dislike intensely people who ridicule others for their beliefs, the church and her belief in God saw my Mother through many tragic circumstances, she couldn't have coped without that crutch the church provided.